|Too late to walk away|
All these pointers and tools and great writings are here to keep us from feeling, are here to help us figure things out. This is beyond figuring things out. This is about feeling.
I feel like shit.
Follow your heart, follow your bliss. WTF is that?
I have studied it all, Zen, Buddhism, religion, poets, philosophers, quantum physics, the laws of the universe. I am studied out. Nothing has given me any relief from feeling like shit most the time.
As a species we don't make sense. So much suffering isn't logical.
The happiest people I know are living in illusion. I could have stayed there.