Dead men's land

The grim reaper is at it again.  How many times do I have to die and get carried off?

You don't give the button of the atomic bomb to a kid to play with.  I see that I am still a kid, not mature enough to handle the full effects of the new energies.  That's why I am not moving forward.  I am stuck in this dead man's land with stops and goes.  

Something starts and suddenly it fizzles, dead in its tracks, never to be picked up again, and than something new shows up and that too disappears.

It takes maturity to live in the new.  No ordinary person can handle these energies.