The roller coaster ride is here to show me where I have given my power away, where I have assigned power outside myself. Everything has been created for me to see that.
I can't think my way out of this. I am not to go and try to fix things. Its impossible. I don't have the energy for that. All my energy is taken up by feeling the full effects of each experience.
This morning I got my hopes up when someone wanted to look at our land that we are selling. They didn't show up. I go from hope to being crushed, to getting really angry and feeling insane because I have no control.
I have learned to trust this process.