I am not a materialistic person, not that this is a bad thing. That's why I was surprised when the purging of form showed up. I had no idea how deeply I was still attached to the outer. This was a horrible, horrible process of destruction. It felt as if I was not going to come out of it alive, as if I was not going to survive it.
Today I feel so much better.
No two people experience reality the same way. This is a holographic universe. Therefore my life is not dependent on others. I am not participating in their dramas. What's true for others is not true for me. Even my own truth keeps changing. Truth is only true for a moment and than it's no longer true. Actually, there is no truth, only experience.
I am ready for new experiences. We'll see what will be projected for me from the holographic field.