I read 'Butterflies are free to fly', tried that hat on for a while and decided that its just another illusion.
I don't know the truth. So far untruth has been stripped away but no truth has shown up. I am hanging in limbo. I don't know whats real.
I go through extremes. The darkness gets very dark, but it doesn't last as long as it used to. Maybe I am feeling the collective today and the darkness I am feeling isn't mine.
I don't know anything. Nobody has any answers. I'd like to make sense of it all, but there isn't any. Its a boat that rocks anyway it wants to. I have no control over it. There is nothing concrete to hold on to. Just when I thought I had it figured out its slipping through my fingers again and I am back at zero. Maybe that's where I am supposed to be.