All the bullshit lifted. I feel light, like a brand new person. Who knows how long this is going to last. I have the feeling this is more permanent. I want to dance and have fun. There is a definite change in the air. I am waking up to a new life. I feel free.
My son is coming back from Ohio tonight. I am going to pick him up in a few hours. I had a few days alone to let myself go to a dark, sad place and wallowed there. You can only go as high as you can go low. I came out of it, flying as high as a kite.
This has got to be it, for I can take no more.