|Vortex Dream by Mishibinijima|
Things are speeding up energetically, like being in a tumbler. I am losing everything that isn't me. My life is crumbling again. There is so much internal detonation, the dust hasn't settled. All I have to do is watch it collapse.
This is the most effortless I have ever lived, nothing opposing, allowing everything, watching in amazement and non-resistance. I don't have a choice.
I am beyond tired. I don't have the energy to carry illusion any longer. After all, we are energy. I am deaf to illusion. When people gripe, I don't even hear that anymore. I don't connect that way any longer. I don't know where we are ending up.