The universe rearranged
itself. Everything died. My body is releasing my
personality. I am experiencing emotional discomfort. My mind
hasn't adjusted yet, it wants to go back to the known to make sense of this.
I allow the
circumstances of my life to be as they are. I didn't expect an infant
showing up. There is no tension in his little body, he is so
trusting. My body is going back to that state. My body is asking me
to surrender.
This story like any
other story has to play itself out and no one can tell us how or where it's
going to end. This is unnerving to the mind. Why this situation and
not another situation came into our lives. Relationships transform us
when we are aware. Awareness is alchemy.
Our minds have social
set points, expectations set by society. The mind is conditioned to shut
everything out and only let that which is familiar in. Everything has to
be able to reach you. You can't prefer one thing over another.
"Life is so constructed that an event does not, cannot, will not, match the expectation." ~Charlotte Brontë
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