You can’t see life as
it really is through all your conditioning.
We are to live intensely, abundantly, overflowing; instead we are
crippled. You have to cut all the cords
or you will keep puppeteering for others.
You are their court jester.
My dad’s birthday, I have
not sent a card nor am I wishing him happy birthday. In my world none of that exists. I want to be left alone from obligations.
I can never again do
what somebody expects of me, I frankly don’t have the energy to support their schizophrenia. Its too exhausting
carrying their illusions. Lately I have
been very tired because I am going through massive changes.
I become violently ill
when someone dumps their problems on me.
I need stillness. I can no longer
function in the brutal world of illusion. Pulling away used to frighten me, but now I know that I am protected and I don’t
have to worry. The universe keeps rearranging
itself to take care of my needs.
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