After feeling really good for almost 2 weeks I am going down again. I am not fighting it. I let my body carry what my mind can't by feeling everything instead of trying to make sense of it or trying to talk myself out of feeling what I am feeling.
No one knows what's going on and whoever says they do, I am not going to take their word for it. This is a very personal experience and journey. I am feeling emptiness, death, destruction, nothingness. I don't even have words for it. In other words, I feel like shit.
I don't have to do anything to get me out of it, only wait for it to turn on its own. You can only go as high as you can go low. I take in lower vibrations and convert them into higher vibrations.
Plants are alchemists.
The following is taken from Cosmos: A Spacetime Odyssey – hiding in the light, Episode 5 (@ 32:00).
How do the astonishing colors of nature happen? How do the red’s and the blue’s happen? Light waves of different lengths from the sun strike the earth. The pedals of blue flowers absorb all the low-energy, long, red wave lengths of light; but they reflect the shorter, high-energy blue wave lengths. That interaction between star light and pedal is what makes blue. The longest waves, the ones we see as red, have the lowest energy.