Everything seems so far away. I am at peace again and feel really good about my life. Yesterday's meltdown took me to a new space, but I am still empty, as if there is an echo coming from the hallow space around me. There is nothing out there.
My ex-mother-in-law called my son wanting to know when I am going to get a job and start contributing. WOW!! Such blindness. I could give them gold and it would still not be enough. I will never again be subjected to such abuse. Even so the journey has been cruel, reality is kind.