Empty and dead

Another useless promise

I have nothing left.  I am dead and empty to everything around me.  I don't know where I belong.   I am not the type who gives up, but here I am, giving up.  

It took three days to install new pipes in the kitchen, yet the water is still backed up, not even a trickle is going through.  My emotions are backed up, I just want to scream.  That's useless.  It's not going to change anything.  Cry me a river.

New words in my vocabulary: cynical, pissed, livid, abandoned, hurt, left for dead...