I thought that my new life was going to show up once I got to the bend in the road. Instead, there is nothing but fear. And it's inter-FEAR-ing with my light.
My soul keeps me going using mirages, where I think something great is going to happen, only to find more things to work through once I get there.
I am not going anywhere but IN. I can't release fear unless I am in a familiar place. I have to go in and I have to know that I am safe. These past 7 months while living here the universe built a safety net that is catching me now.
I have reached the place where I can only go on and not back. The journey is difficult, physically and emotionally, and it takes a while. And I thought I was done. Looks like I am going to be here longer than anticipated.
Everything I want is on the other side of fear. ~George Addair