I am looking forward to being done with this, yet I know this is exactly what I need. I go out of my mind often because there is no form for me to identify with, nothing familiar to fall back to. There is nowhere to hide.
I am actually sighing a sigh of relieve that I am having this experience. It's making me lighter. There is so much space being created in my life for something new to emerge. And the Matrix won't be part of it. Whatever is going to show up will blow my mind. At least that's what I think.
Allowing the Now to be. Then life lives through you and life is intelligent. ~Eckhart Tolle