Frequent irritation helps oysters create pearls.
Man am I irritated. I must be making luminous pearls.
I am being led further and further away from my mind. My mind has kept my life in place, making it look the same and sane when in reality there was nothing sane about my life.
Change is the only constant in life and if you don't change you are insane.
The fastest way to sanity is feeling insanity. It's a good thing, and it doesn't last long, it only shows up intensely for a moment and than it's gone and you have received an adjustment. I know I have to go through insanity to become sane, there is no way out.