When you live inside the illusion you don't notice anything. The way things are set up is not normal but is the norm. I am supposed to be of value to society. I am to be here for others. If I am here for others than they are supposed to be here for me. That creates neediness. People are afraid of their own power and there is nothing I can do about it. I cannot set someone free who doesn't want to be set free.
What is the epitome of femininity? Women have become men for whatever reason. What is the epitome of masculinity? I would love to experience that. I yearn for that kind of relationship where I don't need him so that I can have him. Where I don't need anything so that I can have everything.