My live doesn't make any sense. I have lost everything again. I usually do before I begin anew. I don't know how long this transition is going to take. I have to be very gentle with myself and allow it. Nothing is comforting me. That shows me that I am still attached to outside influences. I want out so badly, but I have to endure.
Every experience creates new pathways in the mind. The mind is inflexible due to conditioning. My life is always changing and my mind has to constantly adjust and since I don't know where all of this is headed my mind always fills in the blanks with horror stories. Only my inner guidance will get me through this.