Monday, February 14, 2011


What showed up naturally is not what I like.  I moved out of my place this morning.  I am in between.  A friend offered that I stay at her place and I would love to take her up on it but that is not where I am supposed to be.  

What showed up naturally is here to heal me and that feeling is not enjoyable.  It means facing myself which I really don't want to do.  But I cannot move on until this is resolved. 

I don't want to call myself homeless because I am at home in each moment.  People who run away from the moment are like fugitives.  They may own big houses and a large bank account but they are forever outrunning themselves so that they never have to face the music.

Can't say I am enjoying this.  This too shall pass.

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