What showed up naturally is not what I like. I moved out of my place this morning. I am in between. A friend offered that I stay at her place and I would love to take her up on it but that is not where I am supposed to be.
What showed up naturally is here to heal me and that feeling is not enjoyable. It means facing myself which I really don't want to do. But I cannot move on until this is resolved.
I don't want to call myself homeless because I am at home in each moment. People who run away from the moment are like fugitives. They may own big houses and a large bank account but they are forever outrunning themselves so that they never have to face the music.
Can't say I am enjoying this. This too shall pass.