Friday, September 20, 2013


Every cell in my body is disintegrating.  Nothing good is in sight.  My body is here but I am not.  Everything is too much.  Getting up in the morning is like coming back from the dead.  My body aches horribly even so I do everything I can to assist it.  I feel very heavy and can barely move.

The upcoming equinox is supposed to be a turning point.  Right now it doesn't look like anything.  Just barely hanging in there.

1 comment:

  1. know what you mean. the pre equinox heaviness was sometimes beyond what my mind feared i could bear