Every cell in my body is disintegrating. Nothing good is in sight. My body is here but I am not. Everything is too much. Getting up in the morning is like coming back from the dead. My body aches horribly even so I do everything I can to assist it. I feel very heavy and can barely move.
The upcoming equinox is supposed to be a turning point. Right now it doesn't look like anything. Just barely hanging in there.