Shedding more skin

I am beyond exhausted and tired.  It's all part of the process, shedding our skin.  Its the year of the snake after all.

This morning I had a tiny glimmering of life within me.  I've been dead for so long, dying more every day.  This glimpse of reality will keep me going for a while.

The metamorphosis isn't nearly over.  But I had a tiny glimpse of how incredible its going to be when I come out of it.

Right now it doesn't feel good, running on empty all the time so that I won't start anything new.  It makes it easier letting go of literally everything.  Its such a deep process.  Dying isn't easy.

I can go deeper now because I know I will be safe.