I am beyond exhausted and tired. It's all part of the process, shedding our skin. Its the year of the snake after all.
This morning I had a tiny glimmering of life within me. I've been dead for so long, dying more every day. This glimpse of reality will keep me going for a while.
The metamorphosis isn't nearly over. But I had a tiny glimpse of how incredible its going to be when I come out of it.
Right now it doesn't feel good, running on empty all the time so that I won't start anything new. It makes it easier letting go of literally everything. Its such a deep process. Dying isn't easy.
I can go deeper now because I know I will be safe.