Paradox

Paradox

My son had his last surgery yesterday.  He now has 3 titanium plates and 12 titanium screws in his head holding his frontal skull bones together at the cost of $800 per screw.  He says he has a better reception with his phone.

With that out of the way we can now move forward.  There was a sudden shift in energy and I felt lost.  My walls of illusion came crashing down.  There doesn't seem to be any ground for me to step on.  I have to linger in this space of nothingness until I have processed all the uncomfortable and unfamiliar energies.  My mind doesn't comprehend any of this.   Therefore I let my body carry what my mind can't.  The body always knows what to do.  Its a time of  emptying out and letting go.