My next creation

I no longer know what it's like to think the way the mental matrix requires.  I wonder what I am creating next.  All my experiences have brought me to this place.  I am here to reconnect with my son at the level of wholeness, to let him have his life the way he wants it and not to meddle with it.

I don't know what's next and my mind can't bring it about.  So, how is this next step going to happen?  I know I don't have to do anything, I never have to do anything.  I have butterflies to see my next creation showing up.