When you lose your job your programming will have you look for another job because that's all your mind knows. The mind will always reach for the same experiences.
I am being shown alternate realities so that deep-seated emotions can show up. I am experiencing that I will live in Germany and never again return to the states. Those thoughts horrify me and I have to allow them until all emotions have been released because the mind's programming can never be in charge again, only my True Self can ever be in charge.
I should be comfortable with wherever my body is and whatever my body is doing. But I am chok-full of emotions and my mind is like a run-away train and I keep being thrown under the train. I have to release all of my conditioning, all my emotions.
Nothing can be based on neediness. I had to leave my children behind in the USA. It seems like a very cruel joke but it is the road to freedom for all of us. When I see my children again we will relate to each other on a completely new level.
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