I am always shown several possibilities so that I don't know what's going to happen. It keeps me in the present moment. I have to be able to live without hanging on to anything. I have to be able to not seek the familiar but be here as pure consciousness without expectations, without familiarity. I have to bring the unknown into each moment. Opposites also show up so that I know what is in my heart.
It happens to me all the time where I get dragged through the mud, where I have to give up everything, where only this moment exists.
My daughter went back to the US. I have to stay here until I get the ok to go back to the US also.