Saturday, August 31, 2013

Feeling Empty

As always, great insights, great highs are followed by a deep down spiral and death, schizophrenia even, getting schlepped all over the place.  I feel dead and empty, no connection to 3D really.  Its' not so bad.  

I feel so disconnected and I am grateful that I am at least busy.  I have been wondering whats been going on.

Now that I am writing this down I can see clearly why I have been feeling so empty.  Its part of the process.  An upswing will come again, riding the wave.

I have no predictions.  No idea where this is going.  Losing my mind and feeling ecstatic about it.

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