Enlightenment

When were you this carefree

You are already enlightened, you just don't know it.

Everything is energy, speedy Gonzales, roadrunner energy.  We are light traveling at incredible speed.  Your mind is slowing you down.  The mind is an obstruction in the wheel of life, it will bring you to a screeching halt.  It will put a heavy burden on you.  We were never meant to carry anything.

When your illusions match someone else's illusions they call it Love.  In the world of illusion love is impossible.   It's neediness disguised as love.

"I help people."  You are full of it.  You are only interested in you.  No one needs you.  If you were honest with yourself you wouldn't be doing most of the things you are doing. 

You want to appear nice and needed.  Your mind has built such an enormous illusion about yourself and you think that is who you really are.  You keep the imaginary you alive.  You are building illusion like crazy to protect who you used to be and never were.  If you knew who you really are you'd freak out.

When two opposing forces meet you can expect action.  My illusions are being busted.  Right now I don't feel so good.

You are light.

Mind fields

Every day you navigate through the mine field of your mind.  You fight with reality because you want it your way.  If you could accept what shows up there would be no problem.  The mind resists everything.

We are taught the more we use our minds the smarter we are.  So we use our minds to get what we want.  We never get what we want.  You have to let go of everything.  The universe won't be manipulated.  Things change, but you are not the one who changes them.

There is only energy, that's all there is.  Everything else is a story.  When your mind is in charge you will listen to those stories.  The mind creates illusion, that's all its capable off.  You can stop the dream any time you want to.

 

In the new energy nothing shows up before its needed.

Self inflicted pain - The editor

Two more weeks and I am out of here, destination still unknown.  My only requirement is to stay in the present moment.  The universe makes all the arrangements.

The pain we cause ourselves by not allowing us to even notice how we edit everything the universe has for us.  By the time the mind is done fucking with it it doesn't even resemble anything worth wanting.  In the present there is only pleasure.