Today is my birthday.  I received a gift that I would have despised in the past. I am having a horrible day.  Cellular cleaning day...

The dismantling process is over.  It’s getting easier.  I look back and I laugh.  Why was I so afraid throughout this entire journey.  ...

A safety net had to be built before I was able to comprehend the magnitude of the above quote by Michael Singer.  It resulted in a hu...

Slow down, breathe, slow down even more. I didn’t want to go deeper.  I didn’t want to face more fears.  I didn’t want to lose even...

This is what it feels like Billions of new pathways have been created in my mind through experiences and opposing thoughts so that I ne...

The outer world isn't real.  There is no out there out there.  I am in awe of what my life has become.  Nothing in the outer wo...

You cannot not do what you are doing.  Try not doing what you are doing.  Now you can stop beating yourself up that you should have don...

My son is on the road weeks on end.  He came home for 3 days, which were amazing. After he left I was sitting in the energy he left...

This is a process that cannot be understood by the mind. The people that left my life, many of them are back.  The only place I eve...

Yesterday everything left.  It felt like the old was gone for good, a massive ending.  The tide went out, receding. And today the t...

I have outgrown my life.  After spending 3 days with my daughter and her friends I came back to a place that no longer fits.  I was alw...

I spent 3 wonderful days with my daughter. You can’t step into the same river twice.  I knew when I returned home I would not go ba...

Weird and strange is an understatement.  I don't know if anyone else is feeling this. There is only Now.  Before I was able to l...

I fell apart, died metaphorically, and came back resurrected (till the next time) .  It went deep and quick.   The universe wants m...

A very subtle energy is weaving its way into my subconscious.  My mind / ego isn't going to survive this. Death is everywhere, no...

My mind wants to play it safe. That ship has sailed. Physically nothing has changed, if anything, things have gotten tighter.  I de...

I went to the post office, got there too early and had to wait for them to open.  A postal employee was also waiting outside.  I talked ...

After feeling really good for almost 2 weeks I am going down again. I am not fighting it.  I let my body carry what my mind can't...

Obamacare.  It's mamdatory.  I didn't know it until this morning.  I don't have a penny to go on any health-care plan.  Mon...

I only get to do what brings me joy.   My body will get sick if I don’t.   Me first.   That's such a new idea.   Things get don...