My son had his last surgery yesterday. He now has 3 titanium plates and 12 titanium screws in his head holding his frontal skull bones together at the cost of $800 per screw. He says he has a better reception with his phone.
With that out of the way we can now move forward. There was a sudden shift in energy and I felt lost. My walls of illusion came crashing down. There doesn't seem to be any ground for me to step on. I have to linger in this space of nothingness until I have processed all the uncomfortable and unfamiliar energies. My mind doesn't comprehend any of this. Therefore I let my body carry what my mind can't. The body always knows what to do. Its a time of emptying out and letting go.